Daft Loop Love Cover

My Interests Today Centers Round..

Why you should be careful on the ski lift.

Must have gadgets of 2009.

My sexual sweat :S

Paperthin Hymn

When your only friends are hotel rooms
Hands are distant lullabies
If I could turn around I would tonight

These roads never seemed so long
Since your paper heart stopped beating leaving me suddenly alone
Will daybreak ever come?

Who's gonna call on Sunday morning?
Who's gonna drive you home?
I just want one more chance
To put my arms in fragile hands

I thought you said forever
(Over and over)
A sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion

These thoughts run through my head
(Over and over)
Complaints of violins become my only friends


August evenings
Bring solemn warnings
To remember to kiss the ones you love goodnight

You never know what temporal days may bring
Laugh, love, live free and sing
When life is in discord
Praise ye the Lord

Who's gonna call on Sunday morning?
Who's gonna drive you home?
I just want one more chance
To put my arms in fragile hands

I thought you said forever
(Over and over)
This sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion

These thoughts run through my head
(Over and over)
Complaints of violins become my only friends

I thought you said forever
(Over and over)
The sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion

These thoughts run through my head
(Over and over)
Complaints of violins become my only friends

I thought you said forever
(Over and over)

These thoughts run through my head

Wahh~~!!! It's Been So Long~!!!

I thought you said forever, over and over

I am an ass.

Lately there's been some younger pics of yours truly surfacing.  

I looked so young then..(and thin too in some pics!)

What's funny are the comments that come with some pictures. Now I know that some of us have gone our separate ways and since then have lost contact with one another. But then come on, we live in Brunei. How big is the country? Some of them I've met on several occassions. I mean 'met'.

Let me explain. So you could be walking around town perhaps and in the distance you see a 'IthinkIKnowThatPersonButWhere..' face. Then it suddenly registers in your head that it's your old classmate! *gasps* Now you're thinking 'okay it's been such a long time what if the person doesn't remember me anymore that will be so embarassing oh what should I do..' Okay, the time that it takes you to sort out what to do, while you're thinking all this, the said person also has noticed you and is also thinking the same thing. So you're walking and walking and you're getting closer and closer and before you know it, auto-response kicks in.

you: *smiles* (if you're courageous you'd give a wave)

said person: *smiles* (in head: okay, this is awkward but since he/she has opted for just a smile i'd just smile back)

And that's if you're lucky! Some people just do the 'ohshitImadeeyecontactbetterlookelsewhere' routine. Funny how you always catch them looking at you first though right? So would you still go up to them after that? I thought so.

What's funny is on it where everyone is probably sitting comfortably hiding behind their screen then all that awkwardness is just gone. Suddenly everyone is.. friendly.

What..

I'm not saying that it's a bad thing. It's good that everyone is getting together again.

It's just..

How should I say it?

Ah..

Funny how things are at times.

XD

Remember, I'm an ass ;)

Kau Suka Dia - Haziq and The Giggles

When you've something good, share it! XD

Heart of Life

Fifth day into the New Year.

Everything has just been quiet lately. The house feels quiet. It's like all the excitement that came with the new year suddenly just fizzled out. As if on cue, in comes the bitter cold days and all I want to do is just get myself wrapped up under the warm thick duvet.

That wasn't what I did just now though. Instead I opted to go for a jog and it felt so refreshing! One thing did puzzled me though. Where did my shoes go? I searched everywhere for it and nada. Did someone accidentally give them out to goodwill or something? Must have been supermum.

So off I went to Roath Park and found out I had only half an hour to go before the park closed.

So I jogged.

*Jog, jog, jog*

'What? Why is this pathway closed? Oh. Renovation. Pfft~'

*Jog, jog, jog*

'Eh? Is this bridge new?'

*Jog, jog, jog*

And I talked some more with myself while jogging (in my head). It's alright. Instead of a sign that I'm losing my mind, it's actually preventing me from losing it. XD
All the while watching the various behaviours of the people around. Kids playing, parents chasing after them, shouting at them to be careful, the elderly taking their walks while feeding the swans, schoolkids making their way home. It was just so lively and all felt good.

Then by the time I reached home, just as I step through the doorway and shut the door close behind me, it came. Again. The emptiness, the silence, just that hollow feeling you get at times you know?

But it's not just at times anymore. It's occurring more frequently now.

I should be on a cruise now. Some bigass gigantic ship with perhaps every single thing I could possibly want loaded into it. Of course people. Nah, maybe not people. Cats. Yeah~ That would be good enough. Ok, even better, people who love cats!

I have said my peace. I'm going to google for a cruise ship for cat lovers now ^___^

Well..

I'm disappointed to say the least.

Happy New Year ^__^

Thus a new year has come. Expectations of the coming year? Hmm, brilliant. This will be a hard year undoubtedly but nevertheless it will be brilliant.

Certainly, I'd have to start facing the facts and accept the changes.

No more looking back and just continue to look on forward.

I chose this and I'm going to make the best out of it.

So here's to the many positive expectations for 2009! Cheers! XD